There are ppl in our life for a reason/reasons...It's not often we find soul mates. In fact, I don't even know if most find that soul mate in their life time.
To me, she was a soul mate. A soul mate to me is someone who opens you up, makes your see things, helps you see below the darkest surface, and brings out the best in you. Soul mates can and do come and go... They can be in your life for days, weeks, months, years, it's not the amount of time they are in your life that is important, it's the light that is seen and the connection that is made, both within yourself and others.
Some aren't strong enough to accept the amount of love that a person will pour into you. It's heart wrenching, but we are all different. And that needs to be accepted.
I've lived the last two years being on cloud nine in love, knowing that my partner didn't have the reciprocated heart that I do...BUT, I have been completely content with being in the moment and nothing more, nor any further. I only hope that everyone can do the same, bc we really don't know how long we will be around in each other's life. Love heavily and find what makes you smile. =)
Life is good.
Love to you all.